[ He's being filled up (so slow, too slow) and Heartland is talking like that and it... it would be so easy to give in, to forget. His thoughts want to slip and skitter away from him, want to burn away and leave nothing but the heat and this slow knotting, but...
(but this is important, isn't it?)
(niisama is, has been - was? - the most important thing in Thomas's life, the most important person to him, and so it matters)
He shakes his head again, clenching and unclenching a couple of times around Heartland's cock. ]
No, no, sir please, please just... just...
Why would niisama lie to it...?
[ The face turned up to Heartland's now is wide-open, desperate, with tears still dripping down his cheeks.
(more than anything, though, it's trusting)
(a face that will believe anything from an alpha, this alpha, will take any words without rejecting or questioning them because now that he's embracing the heat and the bond he embraces it with every fiber of his being) ]
no subject
(but this is important, isn't it?)
(niisama is, has been - was? - the most important thing in Thomas's life, the most important person to him, and so it matters)
He shakes his head again, clenching and unclenching a couple of times around Heartland's cock. ]
No, no, sir please, please just... just...
Why would niisama lie to it...?
[ The face turned up to Heartland's now is wide-open, desperate, with tears still dripping down his cheeks.
(more than anything, though, it's trusting)
(a face that will believe anything from an alpha, this alpha, will take any words without rejecting or questioning them because now that he's embracing the heat and the bond he embraces it with every fiber of his being) ]